bibliophile falls in love,plagiarism takes hold, leads to eyesight destruction, lovers commit suicide pact

every word i said to you was beautiful it was startling in its originality and perfect to describe you.
it was stolen.
i have only words and other people's words, mostly other people's words. if you were to do some research...man, would you be surprised. i know a cerebral when i see one and you became mine. you won't ever know, you're not the well-read kind.

it's attention to detail. i have it, the poets have it, thieves have it, love has it.
we have it.

i wrote you a love letter full of sparkling infinity and you told me you liked my handwriting. go figure.

you play every character in my head, interesting is interested. isn't it sweeter than anything else in the world...the way i steal for you, my love...you better think about it baby.

this is something infinitely better. what you don't know can make me brilliant. i'll never be discovered as long as i'm your lover because you are many things but none of them is a diligent reader.

time well spent. i'm gonna
break it loose gonna keep it moving wild gonna keep it swingin baby i'm a well read child.

the witch hat tree

there was a tree outside my aunt's house in oakland that was shaped like a witch hat. it was one of my happy thoughts. they cut it down because they thought it encourage drug dealing by obscuring vision. what won't they do.

a new way to blog

baseball really brings people together. i don't particularly like it...but i feel everyone has one touching piece of baseball related memory to share.
i was going to make my own life-enclyclopedia over the summer, one that would define every word in terms of my own recollections and sensations and baseball woulda been a long entry.
you can't avoid it.
two other entries of note would have been 1. the hall of heads--from return to oz; it is the visual dark flame recesses of mind image that comes up every time someone speaks to me about plastic surgery.
2. cartoons
cartoons, i have realized, actually make up part of the logic that informs many of my decisions. and many of these decisions involve potentially life-threatening situations. for example, can one breathe underwater? the only reference i have for this besides cold fact of it is cartoons...
often i will think i know something, and then realize i don't know it at all, that it only happens in cartoons i have seen.
jim, we should make these personal dictionaries and put them online alphabetized and then let anyone contribute to definitions based on their own experience. like wikipedia but totally biased and unhelpful!
you would come up with some pearls.
as in formed from excrement, but beautiful.